Thursday, May 4, 2023

Untitled IV

 Untitled IV 

‘How can I show

my punk side at work?’

was a question posed

in a feminine punk space recently.

Shoulder tattoos of band logos

peaking out from under

a sleeveless dress,

my band-logoed pick necklace

standing out in red

from muted clothes,

my water bottle covered

in stickers from punk labels,

podcasts, and record stores.

 

At times when I must

be more subtle,

I make sure

that my spiked earring is visible.

Or I affix buttons from bands

to the lapel of a plain black jacket.

 

I brand myself

as best I can when I go out.

I wear the shirt that proclaims

I am a flame-throwing feminist,

or one that reminds us to,

“Know Your Roots”

as skins and punks.

 

I shield myself in black hoodies,

but put on my “stompy boots”

to make myself seem harder

then I know I feel.

 

But at the end of the day,

we must remember

what Tony Sly told us about being punk:

“Do whatever you want to do.

Without any reservations.”

But that’s another discussion.


People Scare Me

People Scare Me

People scare me.

Mostly I’m referring to

the concept of “People.”

People, other beings, other entities

all together.

People scare me.

 

People watch me,

and seemingly, only me.

Eyes digging, minds waiting,

“What is fuck is she even doing?”

People scare me.

 

I’ve been tossed and turned

by people.

Lied to, made a fool,

by people.

 

I accidently wrote,

“People scar me.”

People have scared me,

rejected, subjected, molested me.

People scar me.

 

My people, I adore.

They protect me, watch over me.

Hide me, shield me,

push me. Drive me.

My people know me.


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