I have written a lot about Leigh and about her & her brother's deaths. Here are the links to the ones that I've put on here: Untitled Poem & True Story
Glitter
I poured glitter
into my coffee
this morning.
I didn’t even notice it
until I had already taken a few sips.
I laughed at myself,
caught up in the moment,
thinking about the glittery flakes
falling down my esophagus
carried by coffee and cream.
An upcoming anniversary is quickly approaching
but instead of crying (again)
that my friend has been gone
for almost 3 years,
I smile
because Leigh would have laughed
at my glitter in my coffee.
not an easy anniversary...had a good friend killed several years ago around thanksgiving in a head on with a drunk driver...day before the holiday...i always think of it then...smiled at the glitter in the coffee...and at how that took you to them....
ReplyDeleteI don't think it will it will ever get easier. But thinking of things they would like, and choosing to be happy about those moments, seems to really help. :-)
DeleteSome kind of memories! But surely you guys would have jest yourselves....
ReplyDeleteI'm glad the glitter brought a smile with the reminder and not tears. A smile is always, and this is not meant to be a hollow platitude, better than tears. But I do hear glitter is better for you than sugar.
ReplyDeleteI wasn't trying to be snide or belittle your grief just trying, like the glitter, to put a smile on your face.
ReplyDeleteI definitively understand what you were saying, and I agree that choosing to smile is always better then choosing to cry. And I know that Leigh would agree. :-)
DeleteA tender poem. Condolences.
ReplyDeleteThank you. :-)
Deleteoh it is tough to lose a friend in an accident... love the glitter... and love that they would've smiled.. hugs..
ReplyDeleteso subtle, and sweet... really loved this... tough losing friends... :/
ReplyDeleteOh so sad.. but what good way to remember her with that laughter ... and I'm still curious how it tasted
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